The smallest of the clan joined the Alvaro house hold. We have a 2 1/2 month old Nathalia joining our party of six, now Alvaro party of 7! She is perfect and beautiful. When would i every imagine that after 8years of infertility GOD was going to provide a HUGE blessing as this one! GOD sure has a sense of humor. Adjusting to a routine schedule with 4kids and now and infant was ALMOST impossible.
We had a rough week in the beginning when the lil ones arrived. My other four had ear infections, fever, diarrhea and vomit. It was not a pretty site! I had my braking moment, BUT God in all GLORY stepped in and whispered " ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE WITH HIM!"
I remember crying and thinking, "Lord I can't do this!" I've failed you and I've failed these kids. BUT God had other plans. As i cried, rocking this beautiful baby, I could hear some women talking in the background. They were talking about mother hood. It was moody radio(midday connection) she happen to be talking to Mom's and how easy it is to feel overwhelmed tired and ready to check out! All of a sudden, it's like the whole show was directed towards me and the emotions I was wrestling with! How wonderful is my GOD that HE is there even in the smallest details of my life. GOD IS SO GOOD! I was connecting with other moms and I knew I wasn't alone!
